Thursday, December 29, 2016

You have invested so much in the unreal
That you make a Buddha lie to you
You make him dilute the truth and seduce you towards it

Your world will be over instantaneously
If you come to know that there is only 'illusion' and 'reality' and no graduations in between
There is nothing like gold, silver, iron and less and less...
There is only diamonds and nothing
The nothing being absolutely nothing at all
Why do you still insist on admiring or even acknowledging that which is false

Your cleverness is ready with all its 'experience' and 'perspectives' and 'justifications'
To twist every pointer towards truth into unimaginable mess

There is only one thing to know
Its better to 'understand' it than to know it
Its better to 'sense' it than to understand it
Its better to 'be' it than to sense it

But you are so quick with your 'moves'
that its very hard to drop deep through that 'mesh'
When you stop 'moving'
Then you fall though that 'mesh'
Deeper
Into that



The way objects cannot describe space, thoughts cannot grasp the consciousness. The objects are IN space, and the thoughts are happening Inside the consciousness.
What is between these two objects?
That something is space.
What is between these two thoughts?
There also another kind of space.
When the attention is not on objects,
what is then aware of this space?
When the attention could be hold
at the space between two thoughts
something 'else' comes into light
in a way that everything else now comes into light of that something 'else'
That awareness which is 'aware' of the 'outer' space
when reflected inside is aware of the 'inner' space
When this awareness is sensed
The whole scene flips 180
The seed is planted

Monday, December 12, 2016

The DoorKeeper

In today's age, I am, personally, equally disappointed by the so called intellectuals apparently driven by 'reason' appropriate only to themselves and the non-intellectuals (as per the intellectuals) who claim to have an understanding beyond reason but the course of their life is nothing but accidental. Both these sides are nothing in themselves but are just senseless 'reactions' towards each other. Both of them need the 'other' to have a sense of who they themselves are. One of them has put a blindfold to the intellect and other has loaded it with enormous mess of unnecessary complexity and thus completely missed out on a possibility to undergo any transformation.
This intellect is like the door keeper of the house who thinks he is the owner himself. This intellect is only formed with the impressions and conditioning one has gone though in his life. Now the mess is that, that certain 'philosophers' who have a little 'articulated' understanding of the delusions of the people, have an inflated sense of having freed themselves of those delusions and have awarded this doorkeeper with the crown of the house master. In fact this doorkeeper, even in its wildest fantasies cannot even begin to fathom what lies inside the house and who the real master is. It has learnt so many words, more than necessary, that it has learnt to block out and reject those things which would initiate it into the process of self discovery and freedom (now some doorkeepers will tag this as 'utopia' or 'god delusion' or whatever nonsense they have simply borrowed from the 'advanced' cultures). Also, it is not entirely at fault. There is also enormous amount of nonsense that goes on in the world in the name of 'spirituality' and 'religion' that it builds the walls to have a little sense of sanity. If one aspires nothing more than earning a living and taking care of a few things, these walls are okay but if one wants to really explore something substantial, then these walls are prison walls. Seeking enlightenment though the intellect alone is a guaranteed way of everlasting bewilderment and frustration. I would like to add here the most ridiculous thing I ever came across in this context.
'The age of enlightenment' as they themselves call it was the intellectual movement in the Europe in 17-18th century based on 'reason' as the primary authority. Sigh!
It is understandable though that it has emerged as the reaction to the doctrines and dogmas of the middle ages, but one fails to recon that this is not an advancement but only a swing of the pendulum. The 'culture' with all its 'rituals' have its origin in different spiritual practices. The ones who realized the infinite possibilities of human existence, the Buddhas, gave a systematic and  scientific methods to tap into your own Buddha nature, but by time, the essence is gone and only symbols are remaining. It is the stupidity of the masses who still cling to the rituals thinking that it is going to do something for them because of their 'faith' in it. Culture is the product of the consciousness of the realized ones. But following the culture is never going to make one realize his truth. One has to tap into the consciousness,  which itself is the source of everything. But our wise ones want to completely overthrow even the possibility of their own freedom and subscribe to the other extreme of the stupidity called 'nihilism' and what not and want to gauge everything said about the mysteries of the existence with their laughable 'scientific' tools and theories.
One example that is at the top of my head- about authority. I have seen how our 'wise' ones look down upon their 'religious' brothers who are 'praying' to 'God' with a pompous, borrowed  narrative and second hand pride 'I am my own authority', 'I refuse to submit and fully take responsibility of my own actions' and what not. The doorkeeper wins again. What is being missed here is, relaxing and surrendering is not being done to something external but it is a way to bring out the underlying house master within you. Until the superficial intellectual understanding has a grip on the psyche, it is always in a state of tension and conflict and will never allow the deeper dimension to surface. The 'God' or "Devotion' etc. are only the devices to create a stillness so that the intellect can relax and the magic can happen and in no way symbols of impotency. These are the ways developed by the enlightened ones to point towards that certain something and to make one understand the design of the creation and to consciously experience the creation and the existence as yourself and not only to have a peek at it though the imaginations and theories of the intellect. 

Thursday, November 10, 2016

The Open Secret

One of the simplest words I have come across which point towards the highest state of consciousness is 'paying attention to the attention' by Mooji. It is a knack, really. If one simply asks 'where is my attention right now'? At that instant, the attention has to be here. It cannot be then wandering somewhere at some objects or thoughts. It has to come back here. In that moment all the content, i.e. all the psychological activity is dropped and you become present. You discover what it is like to be just awareness. You discover the existence beyond mind. You become no mind. No mind doesn't indicate unconsciousness. It is the exact opposite. It is full consciousness. Only then you realize that being occupied with the thoughts and all the psychological activity is like being asleep, being completely mechanical. In this presence, in this no mind, in this stillness, something tremendous happens. The deeper intelligence within you awakens. This intelligence is completely dis identified from all the impressions and conditioning. All the past, all the identity, all the boundaries are dropped at once. This realm of being once touched is recognized instantly as the most original state of your existence. It is the ecstasy. The awakening. A tremendous joy which is inherent and effortless in this state upsurges. And you will find no reason for it to be there at all. You won't be even looking for a reason because you will recognize this as your home. Reality. And will come to know that how the impressions and conditioning this consciousness goes through  distort the picture of reality and people are caught in the illusion of suffering.  And as the mind activity ceases here, you do not even have to maintain the pleasant state. It is spontaneous, uninterrupted and effortless. One of the fear people have for exploring the realms beyond mind is that they might lose their sanity. However, it is not the case. When you are established in the being, there is no psychological resistance left in you anymore, no conflicting philosophies and struggle for any achievement or fear of losing. You see the situation and tackle them far more efficiently than you were doing from the mind identified state.
One who understands this secret, not just intellectually but in its true essence, one who drinks this elixir, one who awakens to his being, one who transcends his limits, enjoys the nameless ecstasies. That one smiles without being afraid of losing it. That one lives. That one loves. 

Thursday, November 3, 2016

Where

Where is this sound heard?
Where is this scene seen?
Where is this fragrance smelled?
This where takes you beyond.
And the beyond comes here.
You come home
And you become the sight, the sound and the smell.

Thursday, October 20, 2016

State of suffering has two exists. Solace and Awakening. The work is to align with that impulse which makes a Sankalpa for awakening. However dark may be the phase, there always exists one thread in the mind which is a hook facilitating transcendence. True knowledge is knowing that the suffering is not eternal. The eternal is that which is aware of the suffering. That intelligence is the Self. With a love for the truth, love for that intelligence makes one a devotee, It drives the seeker through the alignment of devotion, knowledge and right action. Through this love the person is able to offer himself at the feet of the higher Intelligence and realize that he is one with the Self already.
May our hope and desire be only the attainment of the truth.  

Monday, October 10, 2016

By his Grace the seed is planted
By his Grace you become Bodhisattva
By his Grace you meditate 
By his Grace the seed of awareness is nurtured
By his Grace the Dhyaan grows
By his Grace the consciousness flowers
By his Grace  the love awakens
By his Grace the love explodes
By his Grace you disappear 
By his Grace only love remains